|emotional upset and changes :)
||[Mar. 12th, 2004|10:19 am]
I have been in an emotional turmoil since last night which was about my job as before I left work last night we were told there would be no OT until further notice which made me concerned as I depend on my few hours of OT a week as after insruances, medical expense account there is some left and yes I know I type at home but that usually is my spending money for two weeks. I realize money is not everything and I am being forced by the father above to take it easy and get my health on track this did not help but I was able to come up with a plan of acction. Now this morning we were told that we could have OT as needed so I have deceided I am only going to work three nine hour days and type my fingers off and still go to exercise class ( as of yesterday I had not joined and I really look forward to that) so this is a positive plan of action. |
The second turmoil which is major and has me very very upset and I am not too sure on how to handle this one as I am trying to be objective and watch what I say so as not to say soemthing that will be hurtful nd mean. As some of you know that I have broken off my relatinship with my boyfriend of a year and a half after a few days of not being nice etc. and he seems to be trying to dominat my time and is putting the blame on me etc. I am at work and will have to think about this later.